Coldwater

I need to walk slowly today
Looking everywhere but inside

I wonder, have you read Love in the Time of Cholera?
It is a sad love story
You know, the best kind.
Full of wanting and needing and little getting of it
Much like us
And our sad love story.


I want you to walk here with me
Slowly
And deliberately
Not giving in to clock watching or deadlines
Just walk here, beside me
In a circle for all I care.
The more I don’t have you the more I want you
An insatiable need to make up for lost time.
At least you give me a reason to write

Am I happier being miserable?
Fcuk. I am.

I’m falling for you all over again